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BOOK ONE OF THE BIRDMEN OF BETA EARTH SERIES

 

Science Fiction Meets Fantasy Head On in This Action Adventure Novel

THE PORTAL

In a world of medieval war, whoever has the weapons of the future, will be its master. And whoever doesn’t, will be its slave.

 

This action adventure trilogy is for people who like the war and military parts of the fantasy genre, including themes of honor, duty, and alliances, but also for people who like science fiction books that delve into the metaphysical and visionary themes of time and space, how memory creates who we are, and theories of what it means to be human. This book is also for people who like science fiction and fast paced action, with twists around every corner.

 

This book and trilogy contains:

  • violence and references to adult themes

  • mystery and suspense

  • myths and legends

  • war and military

  • romance

  • medieval fantasy warfare

  • dystopian future

  • philosophy and theories of time

  • future technology

Synopsis
SYNOPSIS

WARNING: The following contains slight spoilers. If you want to be completely surprised, just get the book and dive in. (You can also go straight to Amazon to get it) but if you want a little  bit of a heads up on what to expect, keep reading.

 

 

TWO WORLDS COLLIDE

"Deelo Con" fights for the Daylons in a world of swords, arrows, and constant war. "Joel Fontaine" is a police officer in the New Paris Police Department. His world is a dystopian future of smart bullets, sound weapons and "implants", small chips imbedded on the skull which act like smart phones, projecting images and sounds directly to the brain.

During the Battle of Wieese, Deelo is sucked into the Portal and wakes up ten years later in the Province of Inea, not knowing who he is or where he's been. Living free from any loyalties, he forms a new identity as an Inean, but without anything to drive him, he drinks away his time.  When he is caught by his adopted brother, "Novak Vaskillian", a royal Daylon from the most prominent family in the Daylon Empire, Deelo is ordered to find the Portal again if he wants his new Inean friends to live.

"I'm afraid finding the Portal is not as easy as simply returning to where you last saw it. You may have entered it at the Church of the Redeemers in Wieese and exited somewhere near Meelay, but chances are it is no longer in either of those places. Most likely, it’ll never show up there again.”

"So how am I supposed to find it then?" I ask.

"Followers of the faith believe that it's possible to travel back in time, through the events of your life, and relive certain moments. In other words, you will find the portal not where you last saw it, but when you last saw it.”

 

Deelo searches through his past as his memories come back. He becomes seduced by the idea of who he was and by the power that Novak promises because Deelo has always wanted to be accepted by his brother and as a true Daylon. He also meets a woman connected to the resistance who tries pulling at his loyalties even further.

 

Meanwhile, Joel Fontaine's helicopter is shot down while transporting VIPs to emergency bunkers during the latest food riot in the Emergency Earth Union's capital of New Paris.

In Deelo’s world, the key to power is the mysterious “Portal” that is thought to be the ultimate power in winning control of the empire. But on Joel’s world, they are looking for “the facility.” With a meteor set to destroy Earth on E-day, Joel must find the true nature of the facility and with the future of the Empire in the balance, Deelo must find the Portal and his connection to it.

What is the Portal? What is the facility? Who can Deelo trust? And what does Joel Fontaine have to do with Deelo Con?

SAMPLE CHAPTERS

CHAPTER 1

The Battle of Wieese

“Get up!" Keen says, lifting me up by the breastplate. “We’ve got to get out of here. They’re coming!”

 

"The answer, I had the answer," I say but I can't remember what it was. I don’t even remember the question.

 

I pull at Keen’s fingers, trying to pry them off of my armor, but his grip is too strong and my arms are too weak. It’s like waking from a deep sleep and not being able to work my hands.

 

We are in the middle of an avenue, the gate to the city of Wieese crashed upon us, half our force destroyed, and my men lie dazed and dying. I knew they would die, but now that they are buried beneath what used to be the Western Gate, the certainty of their demise twists in my gut.

 

Keen lets go and raises his shield at me, as if I were the enemy, and the white smoke that has been building up at our feet rises, gets thicker, and swallows him up. Keen, my first declonate, disappears into the ghostly sea.

 

The rest of our battalion climbs up and over the mountain of rubble, loose rock and dust raining down the face of it, and reaches the bottom where they are quickly swallowed up into the fog, entering the madness of this city, the same madness eating away at Keen.

 

Where is he?

 

I can see his face, clear as midday, but I shouldn’t be able to. He’s looking around like a wild animal surrounded by wolves, turning his head from screaming boy to screaming boy, many of them with boulders half their size crushing their chests and legs, many of them crying out for someone.

 

"You are responsible for this," Keen screams as he retreats with the other soldiers running in and out of the thickening fog. “This is all your fault!”

 

I wipe the sweat from my brow and blink harder, but I can still see him. I can see everyone and everything, the dirt between their teeth, the pain and confusion in their hearts. I’ve gone mad and I’m frozen, just like every survivor of the nearly two thousand regulars, supporters, commanders, and motivators we came here with, all unable to move.

 

I see the city of Wieese in its entirety. Something flickers on a spot on the highest hill, blue and unsteady, an erratic rhythm and an odd color: the color of lightening, but coming from the window of a building. How is that possible?

 

For centuries, the superstition surrounding Wieese has protected this city from invaders too fearful to attack it, and now the rumors of sorcery and spirits have come true, come to punish us for our arrogant ways, and have taken over our minds, especially mine because even though the reasonable part of me knows it’s impossible, I know what I saw. When that gate fell, it did not simply fall. It flew apart like a greatwood being struck by lightning, and the Earth shook as if Ceros himself had pounded the butt of his axe on the ground and raised the land into the sky. It did not fall; it exploded in a ball of fire, forced apart by something, and knocking us all to our feet.

 

And I see the enemy. They are clearer to me than everything else, hidden in alleys, hidden inside the houses surrounding us. They are the Dominion, leather hoods casting ominous shadows over their fiery eyes. They creep through holes in the ground burrowed up through the floorboards of kitchens and bedrooms, straight from the nightmares of children.

 

But unlike us, frozen in fear and penance, they move. One of the demons opens a shutter and releases a bird from his hand, which takes flight, breathing fire from its beak and shooting ice from its eyes. It flies into the air and hovers above us, joined by more feathered devils, judging us from up above for our folly down below.

 

When they reach the apex of their arcs, they descend. An arrow clangs on the stones by my feet, made of steel, fired from catapults in bundles, heavy tips keeping them on target, breaking through the thickest of shields of the strongest of shielders, and it’s quickly followed by more of the hell birds morphing into the deadly weapons.

 

I run for cover but stumble into a soldier. He is frozen, his eyes blank, his skin lifeless, his spirit gone, not a man but a statue.

 

I shake him by the shoulder plates, but he does not wake from his trance. I’m shaking his body when an enemy projectile bursts forth from his abdomen, splattering his blood on the ground and onto my boots, keeping his entire body stiff as he falls over sideways to the cobbled stones of the main avenue.

 

“Keen!” I bend down and take his shield and cover us both, angling it as much as I can. Keen is gone, recruited by Ceros for the heavenly war.

 

A terrible sound, like that of a bull being ripped in half, shivers down my spine. More rips and tears echo down the street and I brace myself as a panicked rush of soldiers bursts through the clouds and I’m thrown upon a wall like a wave crashing upon the shore. They are not the enemy, but my own retreating men, shields, shoulder plates, and upright spears and terrified screams, push me down the wall, my breath ejected from my lungs. Men fall and scream in my face and the light fades. The crowd grows thicker, a flurry of fleshy hands and fingers grasping desperately onto my face. I’m buried alive.

 

“Deelo Con.”

 

I’m being dragged across the hard, dusty floor of a house. The man dragging me plops me down in front of another man’s armored boots and returns to the open door, closes it, and slides a bar of wood to secure it from the inside.

 

"Are you okay?" the man standing above me asks. He's covered in bright red blood, as if someone had poured it over his body from a bucket, his ghostly eyes poking through the horrific mask, but even in this condition I still recognize my own brother.

 

“They broke, my men broke,” I say.

 

“Yeah, no kidding,” Novak says. “But how the hell did you survive it? That’s what I want to know.”

 

It’s late evening, the cool stillness of the air chills me, and the battle is over. There are only the faint screams of two, maybe three men being chased down alleys by whatever attacked and killed us, but they’re too far off for us to help. The main avenue is quiet, a pile of dead soldiers. And the inner keep, where the main assault is taking place, is on the other side of this city. Whatever attacked us has not yet gotten to the other battalions. If we don’t send word, my men will have died in vain, and our flanking effort will surely have been a complete failure.

 

"What are you doing at the front, Novak?" I ask my brother.

 

"Besides saving your life?" he says. "Surviving."

 

I pull my weight back onto my feet and test my footing. I’m uninjured. I take a step towards the door but the other soldier, Novak’s man servant turned guardsman, Dirwin, puts his hand to my chest.

 

"You don’t want to go back out there," Novak says.

 

"We have to regroup," I say.

 

"Regroup whom?" Novak asks. “There’s no one left.”

 

The way he speaks of them so casually, he does not care about these men. But what do I expect from a man who comes from such an important family like the Vaskillians? They were not his charges. But, since the day his father adopted me, and since the day Novak rescued me from the hangman’s noose, I am his. I owe him my service. I owe him my life. And according to the military counsel, I serve a lifetime sentence in this army under his direct order.

 

"We wait until the smoke clears and then retreat to the rest of the reserve division outside the city," he says. "There's nothing more we can do here."

 

"We have to warn Seventh and Eighth," I insist. "Whatever has done this to us is on its way to do it to them."

 

“There’s nothing we can do," Novak says, looking down at his armor as if to indicate where the blood had come from. “My guardsmen exploded. You want us to get exploded too? You’re my charge for a reason, remember, and that reason is your poor judgement.”

 

“Exploded?” I say.

 

Something scrapes against the outside of the door and Dirwin presses his hands against it.

 

“What was that?” my eyes scream at them.

 

I go to speak but Novak holds a finger to his lips. After a moment, Novak and Dirwin stand up straight, signaling to me that the danger is gone.

 

“What do you care if I die?” I whisper. “I thought you wanted me dead.”

 

“Why do you want to go out there anyway?” he asks.

 

“We have to know what we are dealing with. We’re no good to anyone just hiding out here while Seventh and Eight take the inner keep blind to what we know. And what did you say about exploded?”

 

“Is that the false commander rendering his false judgement again? Or is that the glory-seeking fool wanting to die?”

 

“It’s basic procedure,” I say.

 

"Fine," Novak whispers. "Go out and scout around. Get yourself killed if that is what you want to do. But you can’t go out that way."

 

Novak nods to Dirwin and we follow him through the house to the kitchen in the back and stand before another barred door.

 

"You never answered my question,” I say.

 

“I know about as much as you do about what attacked us out there.”

 

 “Why are you here, Novak?”

 

"Glory," he replies, and then breathes out his nose sharply, “just like you.”

 

"Commander?" Dirwin says, lifting his head up from the door, “It sounds clear.”

 

"Where are you going, little brother?” Novak asks.

 

"I'm going up that hill and getting a better look at what we are dealing with. Why don’t you two make yourselves useful and come with me? I could use the extra eyes.”

 

Novak reaches across me and swings open the door, the dim light from outside shining on his ghastly image. “We’ll wait here for your report, Captain, if that’s what you’re really going out there to do.”

 

Life is won or lost on information. As Regional Commander of the Western Frontier, as my men made formation, they drank, chanted, screamed, and danced themselves into a fighting frenzy while I coldly and soberly assessed the enemy, watching them form their own lines, watching for any signs of weakness or hidden intentions. Rarely is there a moment in life much different than that. But I already got a good look at this city on the way in. Far from mancers, demons, and flesh-eaters luring brave soldiers to their deaths as the stories had led my young men to believe, what I saw was an ancient and majestic city crisscrossed with stone streets, tiled roofs, and courtyards adorned in festival lanterns and banners. My brother is right. To get a second look of the city is not really why I’m going up there. I need to find out what I saw. That gate erupted. And something glowed inside that building on the hill. I know it wasn’t sorcery. But it was something. And perhaps it can explain what caused that fog, or what killed our battalion. And Keen. He was frozen as solid as a statue. I saw it with my own eyes. He was like a son to me, and I can’t just let his death go unanswered.

 

I stop short of closing the door all the way. "What happened out there in the avenue?" I ask.

 

"What do you mean?"

 

"The gate? It flew apart. And then the fog rolled in so quickly.”

 

"An ox pulling out a support beam or something. I don't know. It's devious, yes, but they're womps. What do you expect?"

 

“That gate and the surrounding watch towers exploded. It did not fall,” I say, but he already knows that. I grew up alongside this man. I can read him as well as he can read me. We know each other, but growing up together has made us hate each other almost as much. I hate him for his abuses, and he hates me because I was taken from the bottom, a lowlife from a follower’s camp, not a true-blood Daylon like him, and I surpassed him in military stature. So even if he knew the answer, he probably would keep it secret just to spite me.

 

When he doesn’t answer my question, I ask him something he might be more receptive to. “How did you find me in that pile of bodies?”

 

“Luck?” Novak shrugs, and he closes the door, the sound of the wooden bar sliding back into place telling me it’s time to go.

 

I turn up the alley and step lightly, keeping tight to the walls under the awnings, and play in my head what I really wanted to say to my brother.

 

"The Church of the Redeemers in Wieese?” Novak would have laughed.

 

“If anyone would be harboring weapons unknown, would it not be them?” I hasten to add.

 

“You believe in every rumor your men tell you? The church and sorcery, how juvenile. I thought you were a member of the Order of Reasoners or some other order like that. I thought you fancied yourself a Daylon.”

 

Dirwin would have probably joined in the conversation by saying, "The Order of the what?" The man doesn't look too smart.

 

And then Novak would have dismissed me with something he always seemed to say, as if it were funny every time he said it, "We never could get the villager out of you, could we?"

 

I clench my fists. It’s not superstitious villagry to investigate what one saw. The Church of the Redeemers at Wieese has so many rumors surrounding it that I wouldn’t be surprised if it was the church itself that started and perpetuated such stories in order to appear more important and influential than they really are. But the light did come from their building. Their symbol of a four-armed man inside a circle of light was unmistakably silhouetted in the evening sky, even through impenetrable white fog. I know what I saw. Whoever figured out how to harness the power of Ceros himself, is in that building.

 

I get to the top of the hill. To the East the sky is a dark purple and the stars are coming out, but to the West, outside the walls of the city, the sky is still a burnt amber, and camp fires flicker in the forests surrounding the city where our reserve battalions await our return, and try their best to block any escaping distress messages from the city.

 

I enter the courtyard and move towards the church. When I step onto the porch, I take in more of the city. It’s just what I thought: nothing really to see. The attack is gone, and so is the entirety of my battalion. Seventh and Eighth continue to fight on the other side, a rain of fiery arrows pouring down on them and siege bolts returning fire.

 

But that still doesn’t answer my question. What happened to us?

 

The windows to the church are shuttered closed, with gaps in between where the light must have emitted. I'm surprised no one else saw it. But now that I think about it, I’m not even sure of what I saw, or how I saw it. I should return to Novak with my report, but when I move, I don’t move away from the church back to Novak’s position, I move towards the double doors and before I know it I’m inside, my need to know compelling my feet forward.

 

The faint light of the moon casts a ray of light on the swirling dust dancing in its cone of light. Beyond that, it’s pitch black in here. I close the door and wait for my eyes to adjust to the darkness. When they do, a faint glow beckons me forward. Where is that light coming from?

 

I move down the center aisle between the pews and get to the pulpit. I walk across the wooden boards of the stage until I’m standing at a doorway, my eyes now fully adjusted to the light coming from the bottom of the staircase. A lantern. It must be. Someone is downstairs.

 

I take in a deep breath. What am I doing here? Houses of worship are left unlocked during war for a reason. We leave them alone and they leave them open as proof that they are not harboring anything. The Daylons respect religion. It’s why we have so many. My being here might be misconstrued. But I’m not ransacking the place. I don’t even have a sword, just my two daggers strapped to the front of my breast armor. When they pulled me out of that pile of bodies they must have unbuckled my belt and left my sword with my fallen men.

 

I pull out my daggers and descend the narrow stairwell, each creak different than the one preceding it.

 

I peek down into the cellar, holding my breath. It’s empty.  The cellar is wide, cold, and stale, the same width and distance as the church is from the outside, and the lantern hangs in the middle of the room from a low ceiling beam, abandoned as well. There are tables along the walls, some with wine barrels and others with hammers and chisels. One table is stacked with several wicker baskets full of flowers and weeds, with a grinding stone resting in a bowl next to them.

 

Past the glare of the light, something sends my heart racing into my throat more than if there were a hundred guardsmen hiding down here waiting to ambush me: a bookshelf stacked full of books. It sits awkwardly in the middle of the long, stone wall at the far end of the cellar.

 

Books, in this cold and dampness? What are they doing here?

 

I cross the room and take the lantern from its hook. I walk to the bookshelf and run the light across the titles. ‘The Divine Right of Kings’, ‘A History of the Religions of the Frontier Lands’, ‘The First Daylons of Dayl’, ‘Peace War and Stability’. The entire collection that the Order of Reasoners currently possesses, my group and all the other groups in the empire, would not constitute a tenth of what is down here.

 

I put a finger on the spine of a book and pull it halfway out. The Six Year War. I’ve read this one. But one need not know how to read to know what lies inside its pages. Every Daylon knows it more intimately than any words could possibly convey.

 

“It took the Eudatee Kingdom only six years to conquer all of our empire, an empire that had ruled the world for a thousand years,” Lord Vaskillian said to us over supper one night. When he spoke, he only said what he had to say, and he only said it once. “But to their credit, the Eudatees changed nothing. Far from ousting us from power, the Eudatees made Dayl the 11th province and us the new overseers of our own territories. We paid tribute, fought in her wars, but rarely have we seen a Eudatee since.”

 

“Never under-estimate Daylon pride,” I say out loud. That was it. He liked to talk about how proud the Daylons were. He liked to remind us how the Vaskils where thought to be direct descendants of the first people of Dayl. What would father have thought of Governor Cartheon crowning himself Emperor Cartheon and calling it the New Daylon Empire? I know he would have foreseen Wommdornia, the two-faced liars, going back on their word and dragging Vok, Phylo, Pania, Craenan, and Inea with them in non-revolt. I know he would have. But would he have approved of this attack? Would he have approved of me and his son fighting in it?

 

“And that is why we are here, to bring our lost Wommdornian brothers and sisters back into the cause,” I said to my men outside the Western gate, father’s own voice echoing in my head as I said it. But those words did little to ease the fears of my men, nor did they do anything to keep them alive. How proud I was just hours ago, like a Daylon. And foolish, like a villager.

 

I set the lantern on the cold floor and pull out a sack from my satchel. I carefully set the book inside and grab several more, stuffing the sack full.

 

What am I doing? This is surely against any code of honor we have. But I don’t care. The Wommdornians don’t play by rules of honor. They used sorcery and trickery against us, and I aim to find out what the source of their power is. Perhaps the answer lies hidden in these pages.

 

I reach for one more, a book on horticulture, but as soon as I grab its spine, the cellar is cast in darkness, and I’m frozen listening to the sound of the lantern crackle along the cold, wet floor.

 

My ears burn and my eyes widen as I try to see through the nothingness. There's no way I did that. And there's no way some animal did that either. There's someone here and he’s standing directly in front of me, breathing on my nose and down my neck at the same time.

Chapter One

CHAPTER 2

The Mancer

Order 10 was nicknamed the Campfire Order precisely because it’s there, sitting around the campfire on the eve of battle where the minds of soldiers are poisoned by ghost stories and legends. Nevertheless, Captain Yanik spent half the night telling us every story he could remember, and a few he must have made up, and it's all I can think about right now: spirits, ghosts, sorcerers, creatures from the pits of hell, blackness and death.

 

The legends surrounding Wieese are especially devilish, with shapeshifters, mind readers, and soul stealers. I had already heard many of the stories before that night, particularly the ones about the Dominion, because everyone since childhood, in some form or another, has heard about the Dominion. They are creatures with sorcery as mysterious as the power of Ceros himself, but their specialty is death.

 

I take a step across the cellar, swinging my dagger out in front of me as if to slice someone, but there is no one three. I walk towards the stairs, the sack of books slung over my shoulder, but I kick something to the side. My lantern. I reach down and grab it. It’s covered in its own oil. There's no way I can light it again. And now the breathing is back, right in front of my face.

 

"Show yourself," I say, my voice echoing off the mossy, stone walls where only a soft trickle of water can be heard.

 

"Can you not see?" the voice replies.

 

My heart jumps out of my chest. I jab viciously in the air but hit nothing except for the bookshelf. How did I get back over here? I swear I was near the stairs.

 

"I'm here by order of the," I begin, but the voice cuts me off.

 

"You should be dead."

 

"Who are you?" I ask. "I command you to light your lantern."

 

"I'm not yours to command, Deelo Con.”

 

"How do you know my name?"

 

He laughs, like I’m playing some sort of game with him, or he’s playing some sort of game with me. I swing my dagger a few more times but despite the sound coming from right in front of me, my strikes make no contact.

 

"Because you’ve told me your story before," he says, “many times, in fact.”

 

The voice is odd, both that of an old man's and that of someone much younger.

 

"Perhaps you know of my reputation," I suggest.

 

"Your reputation? You sound proud of it. Do you burry the memories of your dead wife and daughter with your pride? Is that how you live with yourself? What about your dead sister? Is she buried with them?”

 

My sister, long dead, is something that I have never told another living soul about, not even Novak. She died before we met, and Novak and I do not share a sister. How does he know about that?

 

"I don't know who you are or how you know what you know but if you’re so knowledgeable, why don’t you tell me what happened to my men out there. Tell me now, or I'm going to find you and make your death a painful one.”

 

The soft, wet sound of the man’s boots moves across the stone floor to my left.

 

"I know you think there is great power in the Portal," he says, "but we both know what you would do with such a thing. I cannot allow that to happen."

 

On the eve of battle, Captain Yanik also told us the story of the Portal – a shadowy doorway leading directly to the underworld where the Dominion lives. It was just another one of his ghost stories, one I hadn’t heard about until that moment, but hearing this man talk makes it easier for me to know where he is.

 

"Tell me about the Portal," I say. “Is it here?”

 

"What would you do with it?" he asks.

 

"I don't know. Tell me where it leads."

 

He laughs and then says, as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world, “The Portal is the answer to all of your problems, and now you pretend not to know?"

 

"What problems? I don’t know what you’re talking about. Why don’t you stop hiding and we can discuss it."

 

"You and I have been here before, Deelo Con, but I have to admit, this is the first time you’ve pretended to not know about the Portal. If I let you through, what would you do? Kill your enemies before they kill you? You have no choice, am I right? No, Deelo Con, you and your race are not worthy of the Portal."

 

“You’re mad,” I say.

 

“Do you wish to confess?” he asks.

 

“Confess?”

 

"We've been here a million times," he says, "and we'll be here a million times more. That's just the nature of life. So why don’t you finish telling me what really happened to your sister."

 

A blade slides out of a sheath, long by the sound of it, and by the time it stops, it's given me all I need to locate him. Energy rushes into my muscles. I grip the sack of books and take a step forward, swinging it as hard as I can towards the man hiding in the dark.

 

Contact.

 

The sack loses its tension, the books spill out, and pages flutter onto the wet floor.

 

I run towards the stairs. No, I’m running towards the wine barrels which are exploding into the air in a ball of flames that lights up the basement so brightly it's as if the sun has risen. It's hot. It’s incredibly hot, and I'm burning. I'm on fire. My neck and back scream out in pain as the wine rushes towards me on the floor, washing out the flames as I crash into it.

 

I gasp for air, but nothing comes in. A million fire ants are crawling under my skin, entering my lungs, and chewing my insides apart.

 

A figure emerges, rippling like water suspended in air. I twist my eyes at it, but it makes no sense. The wine rushing around his feet is the only other thing telling me where he is, that, and the tiny ball of fire floating in front of him, as if he holds a globule of molten lava in his hand. The creature is a mancer, perhaps Dominion, able to shift between the rays of light that he himself is creating. He is invisible.

 

“Did you freeze me in that avenue?" I ask through the burning pain.

 

“Of all the things you could have asked me before you die, of all the questions that you do ask me before you die, that’s the one you ask me every time. Are you always so concerned with yourself?”

 

“Did you?”

 

The mancer materializes out of thin air. He's dressed in black armor that covers every part of his body from head to toe, not even his faceplate, solid, black and flat, shows any part of the man underneath. There isn’t even a slot for his eyes or mouth. But the most peculiar thing about his armor is the color, or the lack of color. It's darker than the pitch black of the basement moments before and darker than the rot of death.

 

"We only have a little bit of time left before I kill you,” he says, “and I don't know when I'll see you again. So tell me, do you wish to confess? Now is the time to plead for your soul.”

 

He's an infomancer. Infomancers feed off the personal pain of others, use their experiences to spy and commit subterfuge, and they specialize in madness. I'd much rather have a sword to the heart than feed this creature’s desires.

 

"I'm done talking to you," I say.

 

“For now,” he replies and the ball of fire in his hand intensifies.

 

I've always thought that when the day came, I'd be ready. But I’m not. Maybe it’s what he said earlier. Those who knew the true nature of my birth, especially Novak, have always told me I'm unworthy. I was Regional Commander of the Western Provinces. I could have taken the throne if I had wanted, but I was outed. I was discovered to be a fraud, a non-Daylon playing the role of Daylon commander. And here I am serving a lifetime of military duty as a captain regular, the highest rank a provincial like me can hold. And for what, the origin of my birth? Even the Sisskin female warriors, who fight alongside their husbands with their babies on their backs, can rise to become chief.

 

The glowing ball of lava in the air above his upturned palm grows bigger, lighting up the room even through my closed eyelids. It burns so hot that I can no longer bear the heat of it on my face.

 

"Life is just a road and when you get to the end of it, you simply turn around and come back."

 

He grabs me and my sister and pulls us in close. We're hiding in the storehouse from the marauders outside sacking our village. My friends, my aunts and uncles, are all being slaughtered. I can hear them screaming out in pain, begging for mercy.

 

My father grabs my face and turns me towards him. "You've travelled that road a million times and you will travel it a million times more. Death is just one end of this road. You did not fear your birth, did you?" he asks me hurriedly.

 

It's the same line I used on my men as we stood outside the walls of this city beating our weapons on our shields and preparing our minds and bodies for what was to come. “You did not fear your birth? So why fear your death?” I asked, echoing my birth father.

 

That’s the line. That’s what he said to me, and what I said to them. But did it work? Did it calm them? My men are all dead now. And I’m about to be. I’m not calm. In fact, I’m trembling.

 

"And you can go anywhere you want on your little road. Let's meet back here again, okay? See that? We are here again. Poof! Just like magic, back from the dead," my villager father says to me and my sister.

 

I've clung to each and every word my father said to me that night, with all of my tiny strength. And it’s always comforted me in times of hardship, and during every battle, but the pain from the fire is so intense that I can’t think about his words anymore.

 

I cannot move, not through time, not through space. I can only sit here and be consumed by fire, in hell, staring into the abyss, and take the pain until it breaks me in two.

And it does. The burning becomes numbness, nothingness, and a complete lack of any sensation whatsoever. I’ve done it. I’ve made it to the other side. I’m dead.

 

I want to talk to my father, to tell him that he was right all this time; when we die, we come back and now I'm here with him. Only I’m not with him. I’m still here. The light from the mancer’s fire is gone and the darkness of his metal suit fills the cellar.

 

It’s is all consuming, taking the life from my limbs and draining the feeling in my heart. But it refuses to release me. I cannot die until I've paid for my transgressions here in life. I’ve been eaten by the Portal, stuck in its purgatory, never to be released until it’s extracted its payment for my sins.

Chapter Two

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